I am feeling crampy! All because of my stomach cramps that are like hell. =(

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Pilates today! I find the instructor cool. She's so hot. hahaha.

Aw, hope i dont suffer stiff muscles as much as last week. There ought to be improvement somehow. =x

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Read about storkgun marriage in Cleo just now.

I tell ya something.

Girl rules!!

You can see how clever ladies are getting nowadays. Men are getting more and more stupid by time.

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I miss my zhu tou so much..

He's posted to RP. Why not SP??~~?!?!?!

Ahhh.

Like so near yet so far eh.

2 more wks till sch reopen. How fast time flies.

Misssssss yaaaaaaaaa!

Taken from TeckHui's blog.

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My result. =.=

You appreciate the better things of life and you don't particularly want to strive in order to achieve them. [Guess it means.. lazy. Hahaaa] What a pity you were not born into the Gentry with servants, etc. Unfortunately - life is not like that. You have the ability to be whatever it is that you would like to be but you must make the effort.

You need a friend - a close friend - and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back - careful to avoid open conflict - since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship.

You are feeling really bogged down and extremely stressed. This is perhaps due to the desire for personal independence which has been evading you for some time now. An existing situation or relationship is causing you to be extremely restless and you feel that you are unable to change the situation without co-operation. You are unwilling to expose your vulnerability and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative. You regard this relationship as a depressing tie, but although you want to be independent and unhampered, you do not want to risk losing anything. All this leads you to react touchily and with impatience, while the urge to get away results in considerable restlessness: your ability to concentrate may suffer.

Circumstances are such that you have been exposed to considerable stress and tension, perhaps due to unfulfilled emotional needs. You would like nothing better than to escape from it all by retiring to some 'fantasy land' where you are permitted to RELAX and get back your strength.

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Alright la. Still okay. Haha.

I just wrote a lyrics.

[ Just So Beautiful ]

It's not those sad sad love song. It's a love-y one.

Plan to make it a lil oldies.

I NEED MY USB CABLE!!

hah.

I cried today.

Couldn't control myself.

It's just too much for me to handle.

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My mind is in a mess man. Everything's jammed in the passage way and couldn't get to their right location. So damn it.

First is yesterday's stuff.. I admit I cried yesterday. All because Im not good in handling emotions regarding such stuff.

And today, argh.

All I could say is that I am irritated by myself.

I wouldn't want a relationship to be broken by selfishness, and I know at that point of time, my mind reads selfishness! But there's no way I could get rid of that. Ahhhh. Im pissed by myself. Why can't I?

This is so stupid.

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Music Express 13 is here.

Mental block.

Sucks.

I ain't happy now. God damn it.
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Mr Zoxiroka, aka that bastard known in previous entry.
Stop bombing my friends in my tagboard.
As far as i know, I din't reveal any details of yours and your life over here. The only stuff that I wrote is the reason to the break-up, which I can not deny, is a fact of MY LIFE too.
Get my words clear?
Im just penning my life down, which obviously includes the break-up and of cause, the reason for it. And I have summarized it down to just a few words, with my additional thoughts as you can see. The hot and rich girl part. Be it true or not, it is what I THINK. I din't mention that it is a fact too. Please make an effort to read carefully if you are reading my blog.
Not say I am very interested in telling others what's going on in your dear life, and not say they're really interested in knowing that too.
I know Im being tad bitch in the emails that I've replied you.
But ya know, you ain't any better in reality.
And you're right. I choose to hate you for what you've done.
I have no idea what else to say.. Or rather, I have no idea how to put things through.
Not those i-wanna-kill-you-kind of hate i can say.
I doesn't wanna say any nasty stuff here. They're just too much for situation like this.
I can't find the right words to explain.
Forget it.
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Anyway GTH, don't bother about the comments. =)

Lost from Blogger.com for few days. But no worries, Im back to my beloved blog now.

Chill everyone.

Anyway, I've fallen ill. After days of intensive sorethroat when the concert ended, Im down with damn fever. Time for me to sulk like a baby. I did alright. Luckily this time round, I have someone special beside me to take care of me. Being sick aint the bottom of my life anymore.

At least someone care.

I have no idea but in my mind, I keep having the thoughts that others may think that you're just giving an excuse to some stuff when you say that you are sick. This is evil man. I kinda detest people like this. Don't tell me you're one of them. =)

Im back to blogging!

Woo.

Mich just asked me for my old blog address. And with that question, I realise that I don't feaking remember my old blog address. The once used-to-be-so-closed-to-me blog; I have forgotten everything about it.

This is how things go in this world i suppose. You can never keep anything for good. One fine day, you'll either lose it or better still, forget all about it.

Keeping a blog may be superficial. Or you may reason that it IS indeed fake and doesn't exist in reality. It is not real; you can't touch it. You can only touch the screen of your monitor.

But you know, it's better than nothing!

Diary gets boring for me and I never fail to stop before my entries add up to 5? Ya I do have one when Im young. Year 1996. Primary 1.

The entries are full of hatred I have for my brother, that guy that sleeps next door and share my house with me. I sound bad but you should know why.

So, I believe that I won't write good stuff in my diary and I don't see a point in diary writing too.

Reasons for me in setting up this blog is that I wanna share my thoughts with my pals, my friends, my true friends. And it's for those who care about me to read on how my life is going on recently. It's a place for me to convey my thoughts and feelings to others. In another words, or I can say, it is also a place for me to explain myself for any conflicts or disagreement if I couldn't manage to get things right on the spot.

I doubt I'll be changing my blog address.

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He sent me an email some time ago, this time round with the right answer. It turns out that he decided to reveal his true colors and get materialistic. He has chosen big money over us, and it appear to me that he's too chicken to tell me the truth at that point of time.

Maybe, he chose to be with that hot-and-rich girl that his grandfather has match-made him with, whom he is soooooo 'unwilling' to accept. <-- That's what on my mind, and to me, I think that's his real reason. Hot and rich girl. Who doesn't want? Hah.

A purely selfish bastard.

Luckily I've found my guy, and I am really happy with him. =)

Well, end of my entry.

Well-written and full of meanings. HAHAHA.

Fine! Full of craps.

Take care ya.

A day of love. <3

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My dear dear woke me up today! At.. 12noon. Hahaa.
Ok la. I mean, I slept like a pig. =x

Went to meet my that pig at Habour Front for him before going to his hse.

You know what???? This pig of mine, cooked this sugar cane drink for me because Im having sorethroat for the past few days.

So sweeet right??!!

I feel so loved. Heee. Nobody did this for me before; except for my mum.

And it's his first time cooking it. Waaahhh.

Then he went further to cook a dish for me as well. Nt really a dish. But, something to eat? Heh. Can see the effort he has placed in.

Love it so much. ^^

Then we watched 'The Eye 10'.

Did I mention before that this pig of mine doesn't like *aHem* to watch horror movie?

Ya la.. But I managed to get him to watch 'The Messenger' and 'Haunted School' with me few days ago. =D

Funny.

Went to Bugis after that and I bought a bag. Dear dear bought another bag for me.

So, I have 2 bags. Hee.

KFC for dinner.

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More shopping with his sis tml and pilates in the night with mich!

Enjoy!

This photo was taken on his birthday. =D

Anyway, both of us were totally drenched on that day cuz we ran in the rain to fetch dear Michelle to the bbq. And damn weather.. spoil the bbq..

I hope that he's really happy on that day. Ya know, some spoiler. =.= for him and for me la. Different spoilers. Haa. Shall not mention any further.

My dear dear's birthday today.

Happy Birthday!!

*loves. =D

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HKNCCCO concert was a success. Beautiful and wonderful success.

Though there's mistakes here and there but still, they all went by peacefully. Heeee.

And my dear dear slept in my hse for the past two days just to accompany me.

So sweeeeeeeet.

^^*

Wah Im super broke now laaaaaaa!

Spent at least 120bucks today, with only like 35 bucks on myself.

The rest was spent on my cousie. =D

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Went Orchard with SQ and my cousie Yvonne and we shopped till we dropped. Haha. Though it's not so serious of cuz.

We took lotsa neoprints, and i bought her kinda lot of stuff.

Can see that she's having fun and really enjoyed herself.

My zhu and his friends came to meet us at around 5pm, and Yvonne made them our bodyguard. Heeeh.

So funny la. She's so shy..

And we took neoprints again.

Total no of times we've taken neoprints = 3.

THAT's ALOT OKAY.

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Then together with my zhu, we brought Kenneth, my another cousie, with Yv to play at the playground just besides my block.

Glad that they're able to play along well.

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Tiring but LOVELY day.

I love it man.

Only if i have more cash with me.

i mean, only if im richer!

heeeee.

I still have many stuff that I need to get.

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Anyway, busy weekend ahead.

HKNCCCO concert on Sunday.

I promise i'll upload the neoprints soon.

=D

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I spend almost everyday with this pig of mine.

But it's fun, and I love it.

The day of fun, joy and laughter.

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He replied my email. But he aint answering my questions at all. Oh well, that's his way of dealing with stuff like that. What else can i say?

It's doesn't matter..

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Da zhu tou. =)

I officially declare, that I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A PART TIME JOB ALREADY.
hahaha.
No time la. =x
I shall be lazy for this holiday. Save a little here and there should be enough for me to survive.
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Results will be out tml.
See how evil Raymond is.
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† lemon gonggong™ † hold my hand says:
it's tml at 11.30
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· says:
o.0
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· says:
DIE
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· says:
hahaha
† lemon gonggong™ † hold my hand says:
yea
† lemon gonggong™ † hold my hand says:
yay!!
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· says:
u so happy tt i die ah?
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· says:
or u happy to die?
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· says:
hahaha
† lemon gonggong™ † hold my hand says:
err..
† lemon gonggong™ † hold my hand says:
former..
† lemon gonggong™ † hold my hand says:
heh heh heh
† lemon gonggong™ † hold my hand says:
muhahahaha
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SEEEE!
So i shall not die. hahahhahhaa.
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I so wanna watch horror movie, and have a good laugh.
But HOR.
No horror movie!!!

It's 4.04am, Saturday.
I just came back from watching a midnight movie with PeiCheng and ZhiGuan at TM.

Just Follow Law.. A movie that features typical Singaporean. Not that bad.

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And by the way, for those who don't know what Siong Leng aka XiangLin is all about, here is a short intro. When I say short, it is SHORT.

Went to Amore yesterday with Mich.

Anyway, I was sick. Very very sick?

I rushed to the loo and vomitted when Im on my way to meet her.

So sick that I almost faint. =(

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I think I am looking for a job. Any part time job to recommand?

I want quick cash. Haha. Plan to spend 100+ on a USB-MIDI cable. Either that or spend 150+++ on a MIDI interface, and another 50bucks on the neccessary cables.

If i happen to strike 4D or what-so-ever that makes me another 2k richer, I will buy a Macintosh.

If that 4D makes me like 5k richer, you can see a small basic recording studio in my room. Hahahhahahaha.

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It's a dream to be fulfilled.